desperation
I have no money. I am past due on everything. I used what was left in my savings to get food. I won't get my first teaching pay check for another 3 weeks at least even though it starts next week. I haven't been able to waitress for the past 3 weeks because o fmy wrist and I hav enow used up any reserve money I had with the move and the last bit of bills I could pay. I am desperate and comepletely alone and feel like I have absolutely no one I can talk to about this. I try to talk to zach and he just gets upset which just makes me more upset. I want to cry. I want to crawl in a hole and make it all go away. I don't know what to do. I am lost.