"Take your hesitance, and your self defense, leave them behind, it's only life"-Kate Voegele
I have come to learn that I LOVE to over analyze things. Everything. I'm not sure if that's a good thing...or a bad thing. At night, even if my body is completely drained, I still lay awake for hours on end, because my mind won't shut off. I think about everything. Everything that happened during that day, the week, the month, and sometimes even as far back as last year. And I have conversations with myself or to others inside my mind that I know I will never be brave enough to actually confront them about in real life.
Do other people do that too??
Have conversations in there mind with people they know they will never have?
Hmmmmmmmm. Anyway. I also discovered that I love reading. I always enjoyed it. But I never really had a passion for it. But now I know that I really do. I love reading books to learn or even just to disappear into a world that isn't of this reality. Daydream about actually falling in love with my own "Mr. Darcy" or having an amazing adventure like in His Dark Materials. Anything that allows me to escape from this realm of reality.
It's much like my enjoyment for music. Listening to music allows me to sink into a part of my mind that just lets me denigrate into a world all my own.
:]
Well, I finished my APUSH homework earlier, and now I'm planning on going to JCPenny's later to pick out some things for my new bathroom. Oh, and I should probably start on my Drama Bio for The Purr...
I talked to one of my many favorite people last night, Miss Kenny-chan, which was most overdue. I enjoyed quite a bit. :]
Well. I'm off. I love you all. And I hope you all have amazing days. Hearts.<3
Do other people do that too??
Have conversations in there mind with people they know they will never have?
Hmmmmmmmm. Anyway. I also discovered that I love reading. I always enjoyed it. But I never really had a passion for it. But now I know that I really do. I love reading books to learn or even just to disappear into a world that isn't of this reality. Daydream about actually falling in love with my own "Mr. Darcy" or having an amazing adventure like in His Dark Materials. Anything that allows me to escape from this realm of reality.
It's much like my enjoyment for music. Listening to music allows me to sink into a part of my mind that just lets me denigrate into a world all my own.
:]
Well, I finished my APUSH homework earlier, and now I'm planning on going to JCPenny's later to pick out some things for my new bathroom. Oh, and I should probably start on my Drama Bio for The Purr...
I talked to one of my many favorite people last night, Miss Kenny-chan, which was most overdue. I enjoyed quite a bit. :]
Well. I'm off. I love you all. And I hope you all have amazing days. Hearts.<3