Nov 12, 2004 11:37
I've grown rather tired of the constant drama that befalls mid america.
I have also grown really cold over the last few weeks, pretty much it seems
that i really don't care about anything or anyone for that matter.
I dunno why i have this "locked up" feeling but i have ana martinez to thank for that.
I did love her and she screwed me over but thats in the past now.
I hope to start a new life in portland whether i go to school or not.
I have to get my grades up rather quickly so that i may be able to attend school there.
I just don't feel god at all in my life because my soul is wounded by quite a few people.
Jola for what it is worth you have put me in your past but you said we would be best friends.
However, that doesn't matter now because i will remain on my own now.
I don't wish to have a girl or people hanging out with me to make themselves feel better.
Nothing of the sort will i bring in my new life, i just want to things.
Peace and to be loved for me, if could remember who i am because i no longer know.
Well i don't want to take up anymore time whining about my great life.
Because i know you're all sick of it so good bye