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Been a while hasn't it? Well not much has happended. Oh except the fact that I want to strangle my best friend! You see there is this guy that I liked at the beginning of the school year, Jordan. Well Jordan liked Jodie and I didn't want to ruin both of their lives keeping them apart so I did what a good friend would do, I stepped aside and let them do their thing. And for a while I still liked him but not much, I was a little mad too, but I didn't let it get to me. But when that friend betrays you and starts making out with that guy right in front of you, don't you dare think everything is going to be fine and dandy! I was giving them both a ride home Monday when we were sitting in the car and they start playing and laughing and blah blah blah. When they start kissing a little. That is about when I got ticked. I didn't want to say anything to Jodie but it kinda came out. And well, this is what she wrote in HER live journal..: My best friend pierced my heart badly yesterday, I cant believe she would ever think I would do something like that to her. It hurt because I knew how very wrong she was:.. Well I got a little ticked AGAIN! *sigh* She can never think about anyone but herself and it is driving me insane. If I tried to explain to her how I felt she would only turn it around on me and say it was all my fault, that I was the one that insisted that she go out with him. But its not even about him, its about what she did to me, her friend. Well thats all for now.