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Eh.
School starts soon.
Will goes back the 25th.
I don't want him to go back.
But I think I'm going to go pick him up..
Some of the days.
Untill I go back.
If I can get a ride.
Wish I had my car,
and liscense.
Not just my permit.
Permits suck.
He's comming over after I get off.
At seven.
I'm excited.
We already planned out the rest of our day.
Me and him are going to cuddel all night.
Relax,
watch some random movie:
Aladan, The Little Mermaid,
something cute like that.
Lol
And we are gonna cuddle and kiss!:)
I LOOOOOOVE kissing that boy.
He's so sweet.
I'm gonna marry him...
LOL
Last night we talked about what if one of us died.
That depressed me.
He told me he'd never recover from that,
Somepart of me was happy to hear that...
But another part wasn't.
Because I'd want him to be happy...
Even if that means not being with me.
He deserves the best.
But I think I REALLY love this one...
Becase we all know how I totaly don't belive in heaven or hell.
There is no after life.
We die, and we are worm food.
Nothing more, nothing less.
And when I thought about dying I had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I never wanna die
(As long as I'm with him)
because I'll never see him again.
There is no after life to meet him in,
wait for him to live the rest of his life.
Just dead.
He sort of makes me never want to die.
Oh! Random "poll" time:
Which would you rather:
A.Live forever
or
B.Die the most horrible death imaginable
Think about that.
I gotta go shower kids
XxoO
Alyssa Rose ♥ Trying to figure out if I'm a girl or if I'm a boy
School starts soon.
Will goes back the 25th.
I don't want him to go back.
But I think I'm going to go pick him up..
Some of the days.
Untill I go back.
If I can get a ride.
Wish I had my car,
and liscense.
Not just my permit.
Permits suck.
He's comming over after I get off.
At seven.
I'm excited.
We already planned out the rest of our day.
Me and him are going to cuddel all night.
Relax,
watch some random movie:
Aladan, The Little Mermaid,
something cute like that.
Lol
And we are gonna cuddle and kiss!:)
I LOOOOOOVE kissing that boy.
He's so sweet.
I'm gonna marry him...
LOL
Last night we talked about what if one of us died.
That depressed me.
He told me he'd never recover from that,
Somepart of me was happy to hear that...
But another part wasn't.
Because I'd want him to be happy...
Even if that means not being with me.
He deserves the best.
But I think I REALLY love this one...
Becase we all know how I totaly don't belive in heaven or hell.
There is no after life.
We die, and we are worm food.
Nothing more, nothing less.
And when I thought about dying I had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I never wanna die
(As long as I'm with him)
because I'll never see him again.
There is no after life to meet him in,
wait for him to live the rest of his life.
Just dead.
He sort of makes me never want to die.
Oh! Random "poll" time:
Which would you rather:
A.Live forever
or
B.Die the most horrible death imaginable
Think about that.
I gotta go shower kids
XxoO
Alyssa Rose ♥ Trying to figure out if I'm a girl or if I'm a boy