Oh dear god...This might be a tad long....
I hant updated in awhile...So Ill give you all a small idea of whats been going on:
1. Taco. He came back. He up and left Jessie. He said that he dosen't love her. He just left one day. Friday he up and left the house. She's gonna came home and he was gone. He left her a letter about it. He told me I was the one he loved. And he cant belive he did that shit. But my life isnt going to be uprooted. I mean I love him. I do. But right now my life is going. Its not at a stand still. And yeah, Im caught up in it...But I love the feeling. And Im willing to accept him back into my life. I see that maybe one day we can be together, but not untill I see a change in him. Not untill I know he's changed for the better and not for show. I think all people deserve a chance. WE are all human. We make mistakes. Right?
2. Cody. Such a man! OMFG! Ok...I've had a thing for Cody for like EVER! and apparently he's liked me awhile to. Well we didnt start talking about it till a little while ago. Well I find out a good friend of mine likes him. And shes everything Im not. So Im not even gonna attempt to compete with her. So I told him about it and hes like "You are NOT in competition with *****. You have NOTHING to worry about there." And that made me feel both good and bad. Because I felt like "YAY! For once I outshine the cheerleading-skinny-long pretty haird kinda girl...(How sick is that!?)" Then I felt like "But shes my friend...And I shouldnt want to outshine her. (There we go...not so sick)" Then I was talking to a good ass friend of mine who is also a friend of Cody. And at lunch Cody became a normal 15 yr. old guy. And Im disgusted. I guess he ran a pole at the tabel. "Who would you choose." Him and 4 other guys. Like he cant make his OWN decisions. So 2 didnt answer for some retarted reason, one said me, and one said her. So hes still at square one. Then they started tlaking about sexx. And he's like "Well, I want to get laid and all, and I know with ****** Im gaurenteed to. But I've liked Alyssa a long time." Oh god, when I heard that shit. Nobody has a right to talk about her that way!!!!!AHHH! Then they started talking about the rumors that fly about her. And shes a nice girl and Im gonna beat his ass on Monday! I didnt think Cody was honestly like all the other guys. He never acted that way before. And I swear to bob..Hes gonna get it. I mean I didnt expect him to choose me anyways, I have a boyfriend right now..So mine and his timing is BAD. But at the same time Id rather him choose me and I get the guy and feel like shit for it, than him use her like he is. How can a person do something like this!?
3. Found my planner...And who stole it. I know its just a planner but it's the point that this person had the nerve to steal it from me. But I dont care. But they WILL regret what thay did. Because its not the fact it was my planner. Its the fact they stole from me. I dont care what it is, staling is stealing. And I for one do NOT tolerate it. Espically sence this person is supposed to be my friend, this person took all my pics that were in there and used all my passes. Well, this bitch is gonna get it. And Im glad we could serve it to them. Bastard.
4. Been seeing people alot more latly. Everyday it seems there is at least 10 people who have come and gone that day. Like yesterday there was: Raph, Angie, Taco, Yahtzee, Trent, Mitch, April, Amanda, Brittany, Danny, Dan, Jeff, Dakota, Heather, Andy, Kelly, Kelly's buddy, Jimmy, Oghie, Val, Ryan, and Jl. On a usual day Sammy and/or Mel is present as well. Stock stopped by to. Plus my mom and sister.(OMFS!Thats up to 27 people at my house) So it's been nuts. But I enjoy it.
5. Tj gets off on Wednesday! Im SO happy! Yay. It'll be great to see him again. But if only he knew how much things on the outside have changed sence hes been locked away in his house. Shits been turned up-side-down. And it's crazzy. And it's gonna be hard for him to adjust. I think. It's been hard for me to adjust to. Woah.
Im gonna jet now I guess. Because I dont feel like typing anymore. Gotta dry the laundry and shower. I stink. Lol..
XxoO
Alyssa Rose
1. Taco. He came back. He up and left Jessie. He said that he dosen't love her. He just left one day. Friday he up and left the house. She's gonna came home and he was gone. He left her a letter about it. He told me I was the one he loved. And he cant belive he did that shit. But my life isnt going to be uprooted. I mean I love him. I do. But right now my life is going. Its not at a stand still. And yeah, Im caught up in it...But I love the feeling. And Im willing to accept him back into my life. I see that maybe one day we can be together, but not untill I see a change in him. Not untill I know he's changed for the better and not for show. I think all people deserve a chance. WE are all human. We make mistakes. Right?
2. Cody. Such a man! OMFG! Ok...I've had a thing for Cody for like EVER! and apparently he's liked me awhile to. Well we didnt start talking about it till a little while ago. Well I find out a good friend of mine likes him. And shes everything Im not. So Im not even gonna attempt to compete with her. So I told him about it and hes like "You are NOT in competition with *****. You have NOTHING to worry about there." And that made me feel both good and bad. Because I felt like "YAY! For once I outshine the cheerleading-skinny-long pretty haird kinda girl...(How sick is that!?)" Then I felt like "But shes my friend...And I shouldnt want to outshine her. (There we go...not so sick)" Then I was talking to a good ass friend of mine who is also a friend of Cody. And at lunch Cody became a normal 15 yr. old guy. And Im disgusted. I guess he ran a pole at the tabel. "Who would you choose." Him and 4 other guys. Like he cant make his OWN decisions. So 2 didnt answer for some retarted reason, one said me, and one said her. So hes still at square one. Then they started tlaking about sexx. And he's like "Well, I want to get laid and all, and I know with ****** Im gaurenteed to. But I've liked Alyssa a long time." Oh god, when I heard that shit. Nobody has a right to talk about her that way!!!!!AHHH! Then they started talking about the rumors that fly about her. And shes a nice girl and Im gonna beat his ass on Monday! I didnt think Cody was honestly like all the other guys. He never acted that way before. And I swear to bob..Hes gonna get it. I mean I didnt expect him to choose me anyways, I have a boyfriend right now..So mine and his timing is BAD. But at the same time Id rather him choose me and I get the guy and feel like shit for it, than him use her like he is. How can a person do something like this!?
3. Found my planner...And who stole it. I know its just a planner but it's the point that this person had the nerve to steal it from me. But I dont care. But they WILL regret what thay did. Because its not the fact it was my planner. Its the fact they stole from me. I dont care what it is, staling is stealing. And I for one do NOT tolerate it. Espically sence this person is supposed to be my friend, this person took all my pics that were in there and used all my passes. Well, this bitch is gonna get it. And Im glad we could serve it to them. Bastard.
4. Been seeing people alot more latly. Everyday it seems there is at least 10 people who have come and gone that day. Like yesterday there was: Raph, Angie, Taco, Yahtzee, Trent, Mitch, April, Amanda, Brittany, Danny, Dan, Jeff, Dakota, Heather, Andy, Kelly, Kelly's buddy, Jimmy, Oghie, Val, Ryan, and Jl. On a usual day Sammy and/or Mel is present as well. Stock stopped by to. Plus my mom and sister.(OMFS!Thats up to 27 people at my house) So it's been nuts. But I enjoy it.
5. Tj gets off on Wednesday! Im SO happy! Yay. It'll be great to see him again. But if only he knew how much things on the outside have changed sence hes been locked away in his house. Shits been turned up-side-down. And it's crazzy. And it's gonna be hard for him to adjust. I think. It's been hard for me to adjust to. Woah.
Im gonna jet now I guess. Because I dont feel like typing anymore. Gotta dry the laundry and shower. I stink. Lol..
XxoO
Alyssa Rose