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Ok all...Here is the update I promised.
Not to much shit has been going on latly. Dad met Tj. Says he likes him the best so far. DAMN did he hate Taco. Heh. Daddy knows best eh? He's so got that to throw in my face from now on. Moms kinds bitchy the last few days dont know whats going on there. Im guessing PMS..?.. Little brothers birthday was today. It was ok I guess. Then I went to the Frog. It was fun.
My little sister has been SOBBING over the most little things latly. Like everytime she sees a picture of Taco she BALLS! I guess she saw him up at the park the other day with his new girlfriend Jessie. She said hes all "Air-force-ones'd"out and shit. She says hes not the same guy he was before. I say GOOD! Maybe she'll make him a decent human being. >Sorry...still a bit hostile with the whole morals as a whole thing.< And I guess his new one gave her an attitude. Which next time I see him Im gonna correct THAT problem REAL quick. I DONT put up with people giving my sister shit. Especially sence it was all over the fact Im his ex! Heh...No hunnie. But she keeps sobbing saying " I want my brother back. Its not fair. I hate Jessie shes a bitch and thats MY brother." I kinda agree to an extent. Im still on the whole "She had no right to come in and take him away" tangent. Im actually kinda pissed because for 7 months I wasted so much energy trying to get him to get a job, go back to school make plans for life...shes back like a week and all of a sudden hes doing JUST that. Fucker. But at the same time I couldnt give a shit less. I mean Im happy arent I? Ive smiled more in the last few weeks than I ever have before. Maybe what I needed was a week or so to be single. Before Tj I had that! WHICH REMINDS ME!
I made a theroy I think we all should live by. I dont have a proper name yet so Im calling it "Operation Cucumber Penguin." Its a theroy that I made after Rob's shit. Its like this: "If I need you today I need you. If I dont the next Goodbye." I know that sounds bitchy but honestly. I mean Im not gonna marry the kids I date today. I mean come on! How many people stick with the ones they are with when they are teenagers?! Not many. So I decided that Im done with uber-serious relationships. I wanna have fun and live! Im sick of being tied down. Now the only flaw...What if THEY get attached to me? Not all people like this idea. Tj kinda ruined this for me because I like the kid. I mean I like him alot. He may not be the most outgoing person but nobody talks to him like I do. And hes AMAZING! Hes got a beautiful mind. But yeah...I still dont wanna get attached. Ive heard things floating around..and you know.
Other than that not to much real interesting has been going on. I pretty much hang out with the usuals everyday. Stock, Jake, Emily, Trent, Raph, Courtney, Ect. Ect. Shits been nuts. Saw Nemo the other day. DAMN I missed him. :) Alot of the Agnes crew still chills together now. Minus a select few. But we didnt need them anyways. Better off without them. And we got a few to replace lost "dead weight" and these ones are LIVELY! Its great. Not as emo as it used to be. I mean they have thir moments but everyone has a bad day here and there. Been seeing Gina more and more latly. I think Im gonna hit her up tomarrow...No...Got shit to take care of...Scratch that. But anyways.. on a social level I am GREAT!
But mentally my roller coaster ride has started again. There for about a week and a half I was ALWAYS happy, hyper and on top of the world. But latly Ive been prone to bouts of depression. And that sucks. But maybe they will go away again. I dont wanna take meds...Because I dont like the idea of supressing what my body natually dose. But who knows.
Im gonna go now. Im bored and I wanna peirce something...Who knows how this will turn out.. >Peeps down at nipples< :-D!
XxoO
Alyssa Rose