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My arm hurts I fucked up my shoulder real bad so this is gonna be quick. Just long enough for all you who need your "Ali's life" fixx.Heh.
Me and Taco are officialy back together. And happier than ever before. Its so good to just be happy again. It was a long compromising opperation. I havent come up with a name yet...Opperation Hot Apple Pie is good. It worked. Mom revammped house rules so Im not homemuch anymore. Usually at Taco's.
Went to Emily's today to get fitted for my Psychopathic dress. Its gonna be hott homes.Then to eat in honor of my brhtday yesterday with mom and sis. Went unusually well I think. Then to TAcos. Watched him fixx a bike..then cuddled. It feels SO good to be wrapped up in him. You have no idea.
OH! Random memo:
MARCH 5TH IS SATURDAY! GO THEN! NOT FRIDAY! MY MISTAKE!!
Well...What next...For any of you who might be confused Im gonna set the FUCKING record straight... I am in no way shape or form playing with Dan's feelings. I never told him Id go with him or anything. Yes..I tell him I love him...I tell Sammy I love her..Am I leading her on!? I love Danny to death..Hes my best FRIEND.And nothing more now.
Well...My birthday Wednesday went shitty. It was good untill family got involved. School people were oddly nice to me. Then I got a balloon from Emily wich KICKED ass! And a lay from Danny.>Hula kind< and it was awsome. Then at lunch the WHOLE tabel surrounded me and sang to me. It was scary but amusing. Then the choir class sang to me. It was cool. Dyedmy hair neon orange...Left the front blonde gonna do that green or blue. Its hot.
Today I had a monolouge for Stew. It went well...I got all the lines and blocking was grand. :) I was very pleased. Princess did a Romeo & Juilette Mono. Shes beautiful. But unfortunatly...Straight. I hate that. I like 2 girls...One I cant have for "reasons" >Well leave it at that< and the other is straight. Princess is her name. Shes SO beautiful...I stare at her alot by accident. I have to catch myself all the time. Lol.
Been in an oddly good mood latly. I dont know if Im actually happy or my whole bi-polar manic WHILE depressive thing...Its weird. Most people with BPD >Bi-Polar Dis.< are usually manic..then depressive..Not me. When I get real depressed I actually get hyper as hell.Then bitchy then happy again. Its weird as hell. Lol...I should be pumped with meds man.:)
I hate my cell phone. All it dose it RING!RING!RING! Actually it "Sweet dreams are made of these. Who am I to disagree? Travel the world and the seven seas. Everybody is looking for soemthing." Cuzz it rings Manson's sweet dreams. And if its not doing that its "My mmouth is dry, face is numb. Fucked up and spun out in my room. On my own here we go." Which is my text song. It gets annoying. I keep shutting it off and nobody can reach me I turn it on I got like 10-15 missed calls and about 8-12 text messages. When did I get popular!?
OMFS! Cody's mom called me today. She called me to get EVERY detail possible from me about Saturday then says "He cant go though." I was like WTF Mate!? didnt go to Drama Club today...Didnt feel like it. But I got Show Choir tomarrow. Ick. I dont actually want to go as of now. Havent been to the gym sence like...Monday so I feel like a slob. Plus my body's doing something kinda freaky right now. Its like angry at me for some reason. Got a Dr. Appt. on Saturday at FUCKING 10:30 AM!! I was like fuck.... Need to get new shoes. Tennies are falling to bits and 6 inch platforms suck in 5 inches of snow and ice. Heh...almost broke my ankel while Cal was walking me home. Cal got me Anti-Christ Superstar for my birthday!!!I was thrilled! I LOVE Manson. Lol
There we have it...Shit in a nutshell for me.
XxoO
Alyssa Rose ..::>The Skeezie Stoner Kandi Freeq
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIKE!!WHOOT!ONE DAY AFTER ME!HAHA FUCKER I GOT YOU!But I didnt mean to hurt you..Sorry about that. Heh.
Random shout out to: Lauren V. Dont know if you read this anymore. But Hell-fucking-O bitch!! Tomarrow is your birthday..And Im getting you JUST what you asked me for!! "Choir Nazi Alyssa back." WATCH OUT EDHS CHOIR!YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE IS BACK! Lol >Story behind that: Im the meanest bitch in Choir. A band geek for choir basically. I tend to get pissed when people fuck around and dont sing and shit. I get mean. Keeps them inline though.< But Lauren I need my Saprano right hand man >you< to watch them. Its hard to shut the Sapranos up from the Alto section. Ya know!? BTW did you hear what I said to Liz after Choir?
Random Quote: I wasnt born with enough middle fingers.
Random question: Can you clone a kiwi using the DNA extraction method we used today? >For thoes in my Bio class<
Poll: What color should I do the front of my hair?
1. Bright Pink
2. Electric blue
3. Neon green
4. Bright purple
5. Fire Engine Red
(Note: I probably wont take your advice..it's gonna be a "What mood am I in right now?" color. But its fun anyways!!)