another pathetic attempt to write..

[blackrose03]

I make my heart turn to hope
the past 6 years have been a blur
right now its hard to see
a way to come out alive
my insecurities could kill me tonight
so many things you should hear
right here i say tonight
in the shadows of the night
i am too far down to feel
something that was never real
i'm haunted everyday
in more ways then u can possibly know
nothing is right anymore
i lost it all so long ago
days and nights alone back then
i spend them alone all over again
broken records play again
someone fix them, no one will
please dont even bother trying
i always feel like you're fucking lying
tragic life, emptier i grow inside
save me from my dying self
make me feel alive...