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So I decided that after MUCH consideration, I'm not going to take the tattoo job. It's killing me but the drive, and the fact that I'll be SO far away from Matt. Also that we're trying to move in together and that would have NEVER happened if I took the job. Plus the pay wasn't going to be that great either. But still I am so sad...it was my dream job. My dad is seriously looking to open his own Tattoo parlor anyways though so I will be able to still work in one. I have been unemployed for almost a week now and still haven't been able to get through to unemployment. I got my last check which, if I use it VERY CAREFULLY I can stretch as far as maybe two months. I dunno though with me! lol.
Aghh all this stress is fucking me up BIG TIME. I am so irregular, my body is ALL out of whack. I can't sleep, this weather that has been HUMID AND SHITTY RAIN for a month now isn't helping me either since I can't fucking sleep. It's too cold without the sheets but its fucking humid and disgusting under them. I just want to KILL MOTHER NATURE RIGHT NOW!
Aghh all this stress is fucking me up BIG TIME. I am so irregular, my body is ALL out of whack. I can't sleep, this weather that has been HUMID AND SHITTY RAIN for a month now isn't helping me either since I can't fucking sleep. It's too cold without the sheets but its fucking humid and disgusting under them. I just want to KILL MOTHER NATURE RIGHT NOW!