If i had a second chance...
-->Today was and up, down day...me, ari, suge, and bj went to the salvation army to film their project, so yea..i wasnt gonna go but then i did..lol..anywais, after we had trouble with getting a ride and yea..and suge is SOO sweet, he's like me, but the male version, and well...MUCH more blunt...but yea..that's a good thing, i dont like liars...
anywais, so i ended up driving ari home and the rest got a ride from bj's sister...well, my dad was SUPPOSED to drop ari HOME but he dropped her on the street over and he was like "you can walk from here" and i felt SOO bad cuz that was SOOO rude and ari is SOOO SWEET and yea...it was sooo bad...so i got home and i CRIED my eyes out cuz i HATE this relationship i have with my dad, it's HORRIBLE, and it's honestly tearing me up, like i cant just fucken go up to him and hug him cuz that would be SOO weird and ugh...i hate it..
so i called dee and i cried to her, it's so good i have her..god i would be LOST without her, she's my security blanket and it feels good...i love her SOOO much i hope she knows that....tomorrow i have plans, let you know about them when the day is done...and OH! i finished watching episode 5...ONTO EPISODE 6 (if my bro gives it to me, the bastard....haha)
anywais, so i ended up driving ari home and the rest got a ride from bj's sister...well, my dad was SUPPOSED to drop ari HOME but he dropped her on the street over and he was like "you can walk from here" and i felt SOO bad cuz that was SOOO rude and ari is SOOO SWEET and yea...it was sooo bad...so i got home and i CRIED my eyes out cuz i HATE this relationship i have with my dad, it's HORRIBLE, and it's honestly tearing me up, like i cant just fucken go up to him and hug him cuz that would be SOO weird and ugh...i hate it..
so i called dee and i cried to her, it's so good i have her..god i would be LOST without her, she's my security blanket and it feels good...i love her SOOO much i hope she knows that....tomorrow i have plans, let you know about them when the day is done...and OH! i finished watching episode 5...ONTO EPISODE 6 (if my bro gives it to me, the bastard....haha)