May 20, 2010 13:01
Recently I'm not that much into dolls. I don't have people to talk about them and well... I just have NO money for it 8(
I have so many ideas and I want so much, but if you don't have money in this hobby you don't come very far.
My dolls really need new wigs and also a bit of new clothes for some change.
It's just so frustrating >_< so I tried to let the whole hobby and addiction fall, but ofcourse that's easier said than done.
I also wanted to do commissions (to be still in the hobby), but I just suck at doing face ups so I let that fall too... and atm I don't have time for it.
I am happy with my Muse. It's not that I'm that poor and not happy with what I have, but well I guess that almost everyone in this hobby understand the feeling of just wanting more (and maybe not only more dolls, but just new stuff for the dolls you already have)
Recently I really want a School A. I saw one with body and everything... but I just don't have the money T_T
I have horrible debts toward my dad because I had to pay so much for my portfolio and a new computer (because my other one died) -o- meeeh... and I worked so much these months...
So yeah I feel very horrible that I'm not that much into the hobby recently... I don't have time for it anyway so I guess it's better, but I'm also sorry that I don't really react on other peoples dolls and creative things. >_< I just have to get myself away from the hobby otherwise I turn mad.
Hopefully I have a fulltime job soon and well I actually have to spend that money on other things, but I guess I can also buy some things for my dolls and everything and hopefully I have some time to concentrate on my dolls again 8) I will be back! xD
Thank you for reading ;3;