Shenanigans
Lately I've been feeling kind of bad because I feel like I'm losing touch with a lot of my friends and I don't want to. I've gotten so used to working and hanging out with Joe that people have gotten so used to me not being available and don't bother inviting me anymore. Which is understandable because I keep having to turn them down. And the days that I don't work and Joe does I just sit at home. Its just strange because I never thought it would be like that. But right when I thought I lost my best friend [and a few others] they started calling me again so I was stoked on that. On the up side I'm making a lot of money and getting really close to the people I work with. And summer is way soon so I'll have a lot more time to hang out!
I've also been feeling bad about a lot of things that aren't really a big deal but are to me ... if that makes sense. I'm kind of a wimp. But somethings are definitely not turning out the way I thought it ever would.
Also, school is so meaningless. I go for 3-4 hours a day and sit in class and do nothing. I think we should graduate, like, tomorrow.
I'm probably going to Europe again next summer and I can not wait.
Preston texted me at 4:40 and 6:30 this morning and I'm probably going to kill him!
I actually got a Friday off with out having to ask for it and I spent it with Joe. We didn't really do much but it was still a lot of fun to just relax together. I think he thinks we aren't going to last while I'm in college but I really hope/think hes wrong because I've been with him so long that I don't want to think about not being with him. And I care about him a lot and he makes me happy. And I don't want to break up just because of school when we've managed to maintain feelings for each other even when he was in California.
Tonight I worked and it was really slow but I still did very well. After work we [Sarah, Emily, Amanda, Leanna] went to Fridays. Caused a commotion. Ordered unhealthy things. Gossiped. Talked trash. Acted a fool. And did a chinese fire drill on the way home. It was so much fun. I really do enjoy the people I work with.
I've also been feeling bad about a lot of things that aren't really a big deal but are to me ... if that makes sense. I'm kind of a wimp. But somethings are definitely not turning out the way I thought it ever would.
Also, school is so meaningless. I go for 3-4 hours a day and sit in class and do nothing. I think we should graduate, like, tomorrow.
I'm probably going to Europe again next summer and I can not wait.
Preston texted me at 4:40 and 6:30 this morning and I'm probably going to kill him!
I actually got a Friday off with out having to ask for it and I spent it with Joe. We didn't really do much but it was still a lot of fun to just relax together. I think he thinks we aren't going to last while I'm in college but I really hope/think hes wrong because I've been with him so long that I don't want to think about not being with him. And I care about him a lot and he makes me happy. And I don't want to break up just because of school when we've managed to maintain feelings for each other even when he was in California.
Tonight I worked and it was really slow but I still did very well. After work we [Sarah, Emily, Amanda, Leanna] went to Fridays. Caused a commotion. Ordered unhealthy things. Gossiped. Talked trash. Acted a fool. And did a chinese fire drill on the way home. It was so much fun. I really do enjoy the people I work with.