For this day.
It is weird times again, I must say. I ponder and think about leaving, and I think I have realised that sooner than I realise I will be gone, for good, in the sense I have been here, in this college. I have been maybe a bit sad, for that reason, but with a warm heart. In the way that I know this is how it is all suppose to go. Like I heard last night in the International show of our college, one student, Sabria, sang in a song: "Life can not be endless happynes, but we can not let it be endless pain."
So I guess everything ends at some point. I will try to prepare myself for that.. In the ways I can. But meanwhile I have to study as well.
I have been revising now for a week. I actually somehow enjoy studying, when I am in the library with my files and books and papers and pens and an apple, I find it funnily fake intellectual. Hahaa.
Today there was a 10k race, a running race it was. My sercive was the "hosting" it, in a way, or actually just helping to host it. I was one of these people standing on the road and telling cars to slow and stop. It was funny, I swear. I went for a walk with my dorm mate Feyi today at 8.30am to the wacth tower, it was something unusual. This is probably because we have realised how much we appreciate and like eachothers company, even if we don't talk. But I guess living in a same room for 2 years can do that to you.
The funniest thing happened this week. I met one of my teachers brothers, who is a police man. So few days later this brother had been in the city, and bought me a book called "Reinventing Anarchy: What do anrchists think today?". He said I should give the book to my teacher when I have read it, and I think I will read it after my exams have finished. But it was such a generous gesture from this guy to get this book for me, I was well impressed!
Okay, I think this computer break is over, back to revision. Chao.
So I guess everything ends at some point. I will try to prepare myself for that.. In the ways I can. But meanwhile I have to study as well.
I have been revising now for a week. I actually somehow enjoy studying, when I am in the library with my files and books and papers and pens and an apple, I find it funnily fake intellectual. Hahaa.
Today there was a 10k race, a running race it was. My sercive was the "hosting" it, in a way, or actually just helping to host it. I was one of these people standing on the road and telling cars to slow and stop. It was funny, I swear. I went for a walk with my dorm mate Feyi today at 8.30am to the wacth tower, it was something unusual. This is probably because we have realised how much we appreciate and like eachothers company, even if we don't talk. But I guess living in a same room for 2 years can do that to you.
The funniest thing happened this week. I met one of my teachers brothers, who is a police man. So few days later this brother had been in the city, and bought me a book called "Reinventing Anarchy: What do anrchists think today?". He said I should give the book to my teacher when I have read it, and I think I will read it after my exams have finished. But it was such a generous gesture from this guy to get this book for me, I was well impressed!
Okay, I think this computer break is over, back to revision. Chao.