payday
well this paycheck really sucks. a big fat ass one too. not much left over at all. enough to pay for what i need then nothing at all. oh well at least i can sleep well or at least long periods of time with lots of waking up from nightmare time. and they are getting more frequent with a lot of flashbacks too. pretty stressed right now also have this damn nervous twitch on my left eye been pissing me off. lonliness. boredom. i'll survive i always do just really sucks. anyway bye bye