sick of it

[blackrainbow312]

sometimes i dont know what i want in life.. i know i am gay but i realize its almost impossible to have a relationship because all everyone wants is sex. and then when you do like someone.. things always mess up. i wish i was straight.. idk.. i am just sad.. why are things the way they are and why do i always screw everything up? pasa el punto mas

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[r_usty101]

i know what you mean. "everyone wants is sex" thats so fucken true everyone i meet at least. i can totally identify with you as a gay teen myself im also confused and kind of lonely. i try to have a relationship but i always end up getting hurt or back where i started. i sure as hell dont know what i want any more.

[blackrainbow312]

aww im glad im not alone. i have friends that are straight and have the nicest and happiest relationships.. i wish things were different for us though... life isnt all about sex drugs and drama as it seems with everyone.

[r_usty101]

sweetie its not as great as they make it out to be... i promise

[blackrainbow312]

i know. but its alot harder for us than straight couples.. i hate myself for being gay..

[living_n_hell]

you shouldn't have yourself for being gay...
i know its hard for me to have a reltionship with a girl but... i know everyone has problems

[living_n_hell]

i ment hate* lol

[r_usty101]

i know right i just get so mad sometimes i dont know what to do.