sick of it

[blackrainbow312]

sometimes i dont know what i want in life.. i know i am gay but i realize its almost impossible to have a relationship because all everyone wants is sex. and then when you do like someone.. things always mess up. i wish i was straight.. idk.. i am just sad.. why are things the way they are and why do i always screw everything up? pasa el punto mas

Comments

[that_was_then89]

everyone wants sex because sex is great!
lol devin lo siento
y i hope everything get muy bein por tu
i could help u but i really havent experienced this, in the scale u have
lo siento y si hoy anything puedo hacer ayudar, diga me

[blackrainbow312]

haha i understood most everything but ayudar and diga.. anyways chao

[that_was_then89]

im sorry, and if there is anything i can do (to help-ayudar) diga me (talk to me)

[blackrainbow312]

ohha thanks michael! <3

[living_n_hell]

hmm lol sex
yes sex is wonderful
but i know what you mean i'm trying for a real relationship and omg!
everyone is like i'm jus not looking for that right now
fucking whores!
i hate falling for someone and then like getn smacked upside the head
cuz that person doesn't feel the same way grrr
PEACE

[blackrainbow312]

i hate falling for the wrong reasons.

[living_n_hell]

me 2

[r_usty101]

i know what you mean. "everyone wants is sex" thats so fucken true everyone i meet at least. i can totally identify with you as a gay teen myself im also confused and kind of lonely. i try to have a relationship but i always end up getting hurt or back where i started. i sure as hell dont know what i want any more.

[blackrainbow312]

aww im glad im not alone. i have friends that are straight and have the nicest and happiest relationships.. i wish things were different for us though... life isnt all about sex drugs and drama as it seems with everyone.

[r_usty101]

sweetie its not as great as they make it out to be... i promise

[blackrainbow312]

i know. but its alot harder for us than straight couples.. i hate myself for being gay..

[myhomerdog]

not everyone is after sex =P i'd be perfectly happy falling asleep with my arms around my boy and waking him up with a kiss good morning. dont get me wrong, sex is a wonderful thing, but everything has its place. you cant base a relationship on the physical without the emotional and mental part of it.

[anonymous]

most people aren't sure of what they realy want in life. I received this