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Let's see if this journal entry makes it. I've started quite a few entries, but they haven't made it into cyberspace. Just didn't feel right.
But let's see. What have I been up to?
I've been doing a little bit of partying. Good times. Misquamicut and a party at Roxie's were both quite fun. I never really had tequila before thursday night, but let me tell you, I fucking love it. I was drinking margaritas all night, and the amount of tequila got expodentially larger with each new drink. I was pretty gone by the end of the night and just passed out. I was also supossed to go out to East Lyme tonight for a friends birthday party but I just wasn't feeling well tonight.
I've been feel better than worse lately, which is good, but I still get some days where I'm not really myself at all. I'm going to guess it partially has to do with all the stress thats been thrown at me and I can't seem to get rid off. The final date for us to get out of our house is August 17th. I don't exactly know where we are going, and even though it is completely my choice I'm not looking forward to living with my mom. I'm just afraid she isn't ready to be by herself yet. So thats definitly a stress factor. Getting ready for school is stressful also. I finished my placement test at Gateway, and now I need to meet with an advisor and figure out how I'll be paying so that I can register for classes. I just always have some weird issue when I go that makes me uncomfortable and not want to go back. haha. I'm so odd. But I'll be forcing myself to figure it out by myself anyway.
And I still don't have a new car. Still searching.
I really felt like I had a lot more I wanted to write here, but I can't remember.
But let's see. What have I been up to?
I've been doing a little bit of partying. Good times. Misquamicut and a party at Roxie's were both quite fun. I never really had tequila before thursday night, but let me tell you, I fucking love it. I was drinking margaritas all night, and the amount of tequila got expodentially larger with each new drink. I was pretty gone by the end of the night and just passed out. I was also supossed to go out to East Lyme tonight for a friends birthday party but I just wasn't feeling well tonight.
I've been feel better than worse lately, which is good, but I still get some days where I'm not really myself at all. I'm going to guess it partially has to do with all the stress thats been thrown at me and I can't seem to get rid off. The final date for us to get out of our house is August 17th. I don't exactly know where we are going, and even though it is completely my choice I'm not looking forward to living with my mom. I'm just afraid she isn't ready to be by herself yet. So thats definitly a stress factor. Getting ready for school is stressful also. I finished my placement test at Gateway, and now I need to meet with an advisor and figure out how I'll be paying so that I can register for classes. I just always have some weird issue when I go that makes me uncomfortable and not want to go back. haha. I'm so odd. But I'll be forcing myself to figure it out by myself anyway.
And I still don't have a new car. Still searching.
I really felt like I had a lot more I wanted to write here, but I can't remember.