Nov 10, 2007 13:21
everytime its lunch time for work i have time to think and feel pain. i miss him. its only my 4th day knowing that he will never be w/ me again b/c of what i did.
i went out w/ mel, daze, & ney last nite... that ace tavern my "roomie" works at occasionally --- hole in the wall bfe....
had a blast... just us girls! i was being a pool shark and kicked 3 grown ass mens ass at pool. and ney & i danced w/ an ol' man that wanted to keep his identity anonymous... lol...
i guess he thought i was gonna go tell his wife or somethin' === i said goodbye cuz he was leaving and he says, "im not gonna give my name, but thanks for the dance..."
anyhow, left there and went over to the parrallel universe of teen movies... lol. missy gtz. called up mel cuz they missed each other at mel's surprise bash....
we went to her rents' home to join the napolean dyna/ american pie bash.. i saw jason biggs.... played by a guy named neil... and pedro, the 125 lb boy w/ the creepy mustache and 9 beers*
well tonite i think we're hittin up pink... and barcode... edgars leaving my name at the door....
well im gonna try my best not to think....
i miss him though and i wont deny that nor my love.......
ronnies in the hospital again... my poor gordo!
im gonna concentrate on my gordo and then my trip back to h-town
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