Vacation, Life plans, Spanky sometimes I want to strangle you
My life is amazing cakes right now~
This wonderful arc in my life was brought on by a week "vacation" (took off four out of five days in a week) hanging out with lovesnotwisely in my home city. I already know that friends+ philly= awesome in a can to begin with and a week of that just made it a bajillion times awesomer.
After that week I was ass tired yet oddly renewed. My body ached and I felt like I didn't sleep enough for the few days after but I just got up and decided to take a dive at life.
OH MY FUCKING GOD MY DOG SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S SUCKING COCK OR EATING PUSSY WHEN SHE LICKS HER BED. IT DRIVES ME UP A WALL DX
...now back to what I was talking about....
Since I dropped out last semester I've been pondering if and when I was going back to school. When I first left I figured I'd be gone for a year, soon I felt like I'm ready to go back in september, recently I was itching to go back now and after awesome!week I just had absolutely no desire whatsoever to go back to college. :|
I'm not gonna bullshit here, I'm a little peeved at the whole concept of college. Its a love hate relationship. Price aside, college looks like a place you go to learn more about the career you want to be in so you'll be well-versed in it and ready to jump into that career when you graduate.
Not really at all...
Its a place where you learn useless crap(gen eds) that deem you good enough to actually learn about what you came to college for (the classes that are for your major). Sometimes even those classes aren't very useful for what you aspire to get a degree for. Pulling price back into the equation, all this lollygagging is filling your head with useless shit and filling their pockets with your money.
Now, this is just my personal opinion. Some people can do college, some people actually enjoy it~ I, personally, strongly dislike the idea.
Either way, I went to college to learn and to grow as a person. The only things I've learned is really cool things from my friends that had nothing to do with my classes and I had not grown one bit out of the damaging mindset I've nurtured since 9th grade. Although its no one's fault in particular, I feel like college deceived me.
So since college will now be a no-go (aside fron maybe one or two classes that I want to attend because they look interesting) I'm putting all my effort into starting my life. I was lucky enough to have a good kick in the right direction when four people (and probably more) were interested in buying sculptures of their pets from me. That I plan to use to springboard my art job so possibly one day in the future it will be my full time job. I'm saving money from my job to buy a house in the super far future and to split a house with my buddies in the way closer future.
If I'm not going to college, why dick around? I left to learn and to grow. I can't wait on this stuff, I gotta do it.
I'm no longer afraid of doing it either. Because I know that if I fall, I can and will get right back up. My time in this life isn't made for playing it safe, gotta take some chances or I will have never lived. The worse that could happen is that I end up broke and homeless- easy fix. Since there's nothing to fear, its go time!
This wonderful arc in my life was brought on by a week "vacation" (took off four out of five days in a week) hanging out with lovesnotwisely in my home city. I already know that friends+ philly= awesome in a can to begin with and a week of that just made it a bajillion times awesomer.
After that week I was ass tired yet oddly renewed. My body ached and I felt like I didn't sleep enough for the few days after but I just got up and decided to take a dive at life.
OH MY FUCKING GOD MY DOG SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S SUCKING COCK OR EATING PUSSY WHEN SHE LICKS HER BED. IT DRIVES ME UP A WALL DX
...now back to what I was talking about....
Since I dropped out last semester I've been pondering if and when I was going back to school. When I first left I figured I'd be gone for a year, soon I felt like I'm ready to go back in september, recently I was itching to go back now and after awesome!week I just had absolutely no desire whatsoever to go back to college. :|
I'm not gonna bullshit here, I'm a little peeved at the whole concept of college. Its a love hate relationship. Price aside, college looks like a place you go to learn more about the career you want to be in so you'll be well-versed in it and ready to jump into that career when you graduate.
Not really at all...
Its a place where you learn useless crap(gen eds) that deem you good enough to actually learn about what you came to college for (the classes that are for your major). Sometimes even those classes aren't very useful for what you aspire to get a degree for. Pulling price back into the equation, all this lollygagging is filling your head with useless shit and filling their pockets with your money.
Now, this is just my personal opinion. Some people can do college, some people actually enjoy it~ I, personally, strongly dislike the idea.
Either way, I went to college to learn and to grow as a person. The only things I've learned is really cool things from my friends that had nothing to do with my classes and I had not grown one bit out of the damaging mindset I've nurtured since 9th grade. Although its no one's fault in particular, I feel like college deceived me.
So since college will now be a no-go (aside fron maybe one or two classes that I want to attend because they look interesting) I'm putting all my effort into starting my life. I was lucky enough to have a good kick in the right direction when four people (and probably more) were interested in buying sculptures of their pets from me. That I plan to use to springboard my art job so possibly one day in the future it will be my full time job. I'm saving money from my job to buy a house in the super far future and to split a house with my buddies in the way closer future.
If I'm not going to college, why dick around? I left to learn and to grow. I can't wait on this stuff, I gotta do it.
I'm no longer afraid of doing it either. Because I know that if I fall, I can and will get right back up. My time in this life isn't made for playing it safe, gotta take some chances or I will have never lived. The worse that could happen is that I end up broke and homeless- easy fix. Since there's nothing to fear, its go time!