I'm so sick of this shit.
I'm sick of being stabbed in the back, used, or abused every single fucking time I turn around. I'm sick of "friends" fucking me over. I'm sick of people using me, I"m sick of people throwing me to the side. I'm sick of life throwing me curves every time I turn around. I just want to have it easy for once, even if it's just for a fucking day. But apparently I'm not allowed to have that. Somebody always has to stab me in the back, hurt me, use me, or abuse me on a fucking daily basis. I'm sick of it. I think I'm ready to become a freaking hermit. Find a nice cheap place somewhere, where there's no neighbors and I dont' need a roommate. And all I'd need would be the internet, that's all i need people wise. It's pretty ironic that it seems liek the only people that haven't done anything to me are the ones I know online. That's where all the "horrible, awful, molesting" people are. Fuck it. I'm so sick of putting up wiht shit from people.