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i had no idea that there were this many tears inside me. i haven't been able to stop crying for going on 4 hours now. i can't believe i lost him! the most perfect and right guy for me. ya never know what you have until it's gone. i lost the guy of my dreams, my world, my everything.it's killing me even more than not being able to see him. yeh maybe i couldn't see him but the feelings were still there, and we were happy. he was trying and i was trying. then i fucked things over. fuck it. will some body please kill me? i can't stand not being with him!!!!!!!!!!!