meh... i miss you...
damn it... i'm sick and it sucks... grrr... and i've been feeling like shit physically and emotionally... i hate it...
i'm fuckin' dieing. wishing things were easier. why does everything have to be against me??? it's tearing me fuckin' apart. i've never missed someone this much without ever meeting them. i hate the distance, i hate the wait, i hate the age. why couldn't things have been so much easier. the distance is too far, the wait is too long, and the age my parents won't allow. i'm going fucking insane here. i want you, i need you to be here and hold me close. i need you to be my everything, my world, my love. the one thing i want is out of reach, out of state, too far for me to grasp. i wish things were easier.
i love you...
i'm fuckin' dieing. wishing things were easier. why does everything have to be against me??? it's tearing me fuckin' apart. i've never missed someone this much without ever meeting them. i hate the distance, i hate the wait, i hate the age. why couldn't things have been so much easier. the distance is too far, the wait is too long, and the age my parents won't allow. i'm going fucking insane here. i want you, i need you to be here and hold me close. i need you to be my everything, my world, my love. the one thing i want is out of reach, out of state, too far for me to grasp. i wish things were easier.
i love you...