Feeling odd
Boy talk coming right up:
So, Gavin and I have been going out for almost 2 weeks and it's great. But yesterday morning, after he came to see me, he left for Lake Tahoe for two weeks and I feel strange. I don't feel like getting out of bed, or even getting online. I've never felt like this before and it's kinda creeping me out.
I mean, sure I like him a lot, but our "love" or whatever you wanna call it is in the "in-between". We're not super mature, but we're not super adolescent either. And I like it, but I wanna know if that's what's making me feel like this. I miss him, of course, but it doesn't feel like I'm cry or anything, it just feels okay.... is that bad?
Am I supposed to be really bummed out and all depressed? Or should I just stay the way I am now?
Confusing.
-Nini
OH! HAPPY INTERNATIONAL MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DAY, BTW!
So, Gavin and I have been going out for almost 2 weeks and it's great. But yesterday morning, after he came to see me, he left for Lake Tahoe for two weeks and I feel strange. I don't feel like getting out of bed, or even getting online. I've never felt like this before and it's kinda creeping me out.
I mean, sure I like him a lot, but our "love" or whatever you wanna call it is in the "in-between". We're not super mature, but we're not super adolescent either. And I like it, but I wanna know if that's what's making me feel like this. I miss him, of course, but it doesn't feel like I'm cry or anything, it just feels okay.... is that bad?
Am I supposed to be really bummed out and all depressed? Or should I just stay the way I am now?
Confusing.
-Nini
OH! HAPPY INTERNATIONAL MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DAY, BTW!