Dec 28, 2008 16:57
I'm tired of feeling scared. I;m tired and I'm tired of it. I'm sick of feeling like I have to force myself to accept things the way they are. Not try to make them better, extrodanary. I whant to try to make myself . . .to turn into what I am. Into what I whant to be. I whant to work hard to be myself, in a way that I know is really me. I do not whant to stand for anything anymore, but I whant to starts standing up more. I'm tired of accepting second best or last. I'm sick and tired of being so afriad to fall that I dont even try to reach the stars, and only look at them fleetingly. NO, I'm going to go for the moon even if I have to build my owne ladder. From now on I will be strong, because I know I can be. I'm not afriad anymore.
afriad brave strong