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I'm so tired right now...I'm tired of being disappointed.
Maybe I expect to much I don't know..I'm just so angry now.....most things in my life just seems to be a big fucking disappointment...and I'm the biggest disappointment of them all..I just wanted to make somebody prod but I just keep on messing up. I can't do anything right, I don't know any of stuff somebody my age should know. I can't take care of myself and I am 20 years old. It just makes me so angry sometimes, I want my mommy. She helped me put things in perspective and made me do things that I never would have done. I'm so mad...I'm so mad I can hardly breathe...just fuck it..I had my poor little me moment now...ahahhaahhahdjfhasdovfhodufhhilsdidffaihdffa
Maybe I expect to much I don't know..I'm just so angry now.....most things in my life just seems to be a big fucking disappointment...and I'm the biggest disappointment of them all..I just wanted to make somebody prod but I just keep on messing up. I can't do anything right, I don't know any of stuff somebody my age should know. I can't take care of myself and I am 20 years old. It just makes me so angry sometimes, I want my mommy. She helped me put things in perspective and made me do things that I never would have done. I'm so mad...I'm so mad I can hardly breathe...just fuck it..I had my poor little me moment now...ahahhaahhahdjfhasdovfhodufhhilsdidffaihdffa