life
alot of shit happens in our short lives.. its seems like 100 years is no where near enough time.. but the question i constantly ask myself is if i died tommorow would i be happy about what ive accomplished in life.. idk... the true answer to that question cant be answered until the time for me comes to pass..i do things shouldnt i say things i dont mean... ive lied... ive cheated... ive said things to make people feel like they are inadequate...make the mfeel less superior than me...ive had problems in my life... im not an outstanding person...but i dont believe im run of the mill either...i have very few friends... alot of aquaintances... and when people find that out they dont like it...they value friendships to highly... friends arent something you can make in one daythey take years to build, trust to be gained... idk.. i guess the point of this thought isnt really a point its more of feelings.. idk new vibe.. new way of thinking....whatever ask nads about it