Dec 30, 2005 12:18
with everything i have i cannot bring myself to say i love you
i think that she wants me to say it but i can never be sure....
why has my heart hardened again...
a couple of months ago i met a girl she showed me what i thought love was, she taught me pain suffering and how it feels to cry
then i met another girl amidst my suffering and she took the pain away... i want to give her the world.. show her what no one else has... and i think i am... but im doing it without feelings.. i had a friend die that i had known practically from birth.. didnt shed a tear...idk..
why is it so hard to feel these days...
i just want to tell her..........
wouldnt believ all the things she put me through