Newness
So... It looks as though I'll be moving down to Philadelphia in June with Ry Ry and hopefully another friend of ours who's name I will withhold for the sake of their privacy. I am as giddy as a school-girl about the whole thing. This change is so very needed, finally, something to look forward to. Something real and solid and dependable. I can see doors opening already. I can see happier times, less painful times, less stressful times. Of course, I will miss those I have here dearly, they're the only thing that could ever make me rethink this at all. But I know I have to go, if not for anything else, for my sanity alone. There is nothing for me here. I am idle here. Out of place here. I will take all I've learned and run with it, doing as I wish, when I wish. I am scared. But how could I not be? It's the price I pay for taking a risk, for following my heart; and I know that I could never regret going as much as I would regret not going. Plus I'll have Ry to help me through, and he'll have me, too. And with any luck, we'll also have a third joining us. I feel good about this. I think it will be a lot of fun. I think it will help us grow...