I'm gonna miss 'Riss 'Riss...
... She's going down to Mass Art on the 19th or 20th of July, comes back mid August, then leaves for good in the Fall... I'm so fucking proud of that girl, she's got so much pouring out of her, she's so damn special. She's going to take a big piece of me with her when she goes and I'm going to desperately miss her for so many reasons. I know, she's only going to be in Boston, but right now she's right down the street, right now we can see each other damn near any time we want. That will change. No more long, painfully humorous conversations on the phone when we're both at work. We won't be able to hang out and act like complete dorks as frequently. When one of us is feeling shitty because someone or something upset us, or we're just simply having a bad day altogether, the first thing we do is go to the other. We continuously help each other through things, give each other pep talks when we're having doubts, make each other laugh even though sometimes crying seemed more inevitable, and so many other things that would take me forever to list. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself sometimes when she's not right there to go to when I need her; she makes up so much of what is my world. But I'm glad she's going, this is a big step for her and I know she'll do well... A lot better than well, actually... I just hope she knows how much I love her and how much she'll be missed...