i just told myself,
just now, "i want something". i did not say this out loud.
i most certainly do not know what this "something" is.
i assume it has to do with adolescence and my consistency with not being satisfied.
but i just feel as if there is something that is not quite right about my life, and like i am teetering in a little blank spot because i haven't figured it out.
i hope it comes soon.
i would say that this is wrong and that everything needs conflict, but i do not believe this is about conflict. this feels different.
i've been talking about myself a lot lately.
[maybe not, i haven't listened to anything].
i'm nervous to death about this stupid test, and i don't know what to study. all i do is take practice tests and moan about how my scores decrease. yes. they have not increased since i took the first.
anyway.
this is not to say i'm in a bad mood. i just wish this year would hurry up and figure itself out for me so that i can move onto summer and put some dirt in my hole.
okay. you know i did not mean "my hole".
just leave, okay?
i most certainly do not know what this "something" is.
i assume it has to do with adolescence and my consistency with not being satisfied.
but i just feel as if there is something that is not quite right about my life, and like i am teetering in a little blank spot because i haven't figured it out.
i hope it comes soon.
i would say that this is wrong and that everything needs conflict, but i do not believe this is about conflict. this feels different.
i've been talking about myself a lot lately.
[maybe not, i haven't listened to anything].
i'm nervous to death about this stupid test, and i don't know what to study. all i do is take practice tests and moan about how my scores decrease. yes. they have not increased since i took the first.
anyway.
this is not to say i'm in a bad mood. i just wish this year would hurry up and figure itself out for me so that i can move onto summer and put some dirt in my hole.
okay. you know i did not mean "my hole".
just leave, okay?