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[blacknwhitemask]

everyone

just

stop reading my journal.

i can guarantee you that it will do nothing but circle in its new pattern of

"oh all i had to do was listen to this music and drive my car and i am better"

and the next day dip back into idon'tknowwhat'swrongwithme

and then go back to being saved by some music

so

that is really all you need to

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[symphonicbreath]

well, whatever, since, you know, we will carry on again.

tell me what a re-exposition is in sonatas. i don't get it.

[symphonicbreath]

you know that my "whatever" does not mean this is unimportant. just that you will sail eventually, so, whatever.

[blacknwhitemask]

well

the exposition is where the main theme is developed, and it's in the tonic [main] key and everything, and the development is where the key changes and a different idea comes in, and then the re-capitulation/exposition is at the end, where the theme is brought back, sometimes in a different way. basically ABA format.

[symphonicbreath]

oh!

i like that.

[blacknwhitemask]

i had the weirdest drive home from work.

i put on dawn architects and i was thinking "hm, this isn't striking me the same way, how disappointing, something must be wrong, but probably not, oh well, it happens." and i thought i just heard it wrong last night or something (i've only listened to re-exposition once). but then i stopped at a stop light and i turned on the general of medicine city and i was thinking "wow, this sounds very familiar" and i kept listening and then i got to a part that i KNEW i had just listened to and it was then that i realized that i had listened to the general of medicine city for 5 minutes beforehand accidentally [sometimes weird things happen when i am choosing songs on my ipod, like the wheel just slips all over the place], THINKING it was dawn architects. so then i listened to THE ACTUAL dawn architects and i was soothed and i believed in my judgment again and all of that.

maybe you had to be there.

it was just very traumatic and it is a very odd feeling to have accepted "this is how dawn

[symphonicbreath]

[i don't know anything about the beneath the glass show yet. i haven't considered it and i'm not going to right now.]
soon we'll figure out somewhere to drive.

and it is SO WEIRD to be hearing this story because i had the EXACT SAME THING happen to me when i first brought the cd home on sunday night!

i remembered having listened to the whole cd on purevolume so i knew the first song i wanted to hear again was dawn architects. so i checked the back and skipped to track 5 and was listening and thinking "what? this is dawn architects?" and i was confused about what had been wrong with me before to be remembering the song a certain way.

AND SO i looked again and was listening to the general of medicine city. and then i sort of flopped over and starting sighing in relief and finished it and then went on to the proper track, 6.

so you see,
us.
i like how this happened to us.

[blacknwhitemask]

i like this so much.

but what in the world??

how do these sorts of things happen.