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[blacknwhitemask]

i feel like i am somehow destined to travel abroad.

that is kind of a dumb thing to say, but so are a lot of things.

i hope i can incorporate being in a different country into living a productive and successful life.

oh, my.

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[blacknwhitemask]

nora, you shouldn't have to cover yourself in christmas wrapping paper and a bow everytime you express yourself. i was reading ayn rand two seconds and naturally, she could tell you that a thousand times over [and better than i]. it's fine that you have emotion. i understood that your original comment was not completely directed at me [and if it had been, for understandable reasons on your part].

you're very lucky that you don't bother to control your emotions [unless you leak something you really didn't want to] because i think that you experience more than most people. you are SO alive sometimes. and you are always thinking, never blindly accepting.

blahblahblah

really, nothing is the way it should be, and many people are trapped into waiting around for the nothing to happen.

and

okay.

i just hate when i can't help you with things. naturally, they're YOU'RE things so i guess that i'm not really obligated to solve them, but it does hurt me [which is what happens when you care about someone, i suppose] and that is probably part of the *underlying* reason why i feel very guilty when you respond sarcastically and all of that.

yes.

okay.

tell me the "more" if you want. doesn't have to be here or now.

[symphonicbreath]

thank you.

and yes, they are my things. i will work them out eventually. thank you for your concern. the truth is that by the time you reply [always perfectly] the tragedy disappears.

my tragedies are like fog.
don't worry about them.

"really, nothing is the way it should be, and many people are trapped into waiting around for the nothing to happen."

last night i wore off my brother's ear with this. hardly even differently phrased. i brought it up with our situation in mind.
that is when i realized that this was another primary reason why i respond sarcastically.
everyone i know waits like this. except my brother.

mkay.
thank you for your understanding.