May 26, 2005 11:39
I'm so confused about my emotions. I know I love Carl and I know I want to be with him. All we do is fight. I don't know whether I should be alone and figure things out till he gets here or stay with him and try to work through it. I'm so confused. Everytime I try to leave, he makes me feel guilty and talks about killing himself. I hate this. Why does this happen? Why does he make me feel this?
Last day of school...ever... I don't know how I feel about it, but I can't believe it's over. It doesn't seem real, like a dream and i'm finally waking up. Wow. I can't believe this, any of it.
Later kiddos
~*Jessie Anne*~