Feb 12, 2005 16:14
*About You*
Name: drizz
Age: 16.5
Location: Mass
Your gender: doll
Straight/gay/bi?: bi, i dont care who knows anymore. aslong as my family dosnt find out im fine. alot of my family wouldnt handel that whell. my mom saw 2 chicks kiss on TV lastnight and almost throughup so that made me feel occward :(
Single?: yes
Your b-day: 8 8 88
Age you act: depends on ur oppinion, i act like im 5 when im w/ linz, other then that i dunno.
Age you wish you were: 18, outta highschool away from the rents, free to do whatever i want, get peirced and inked
Your height: 5'8''
The color of your eyes: blue
Happy with it?: yes... they are cute
The color of your hair: blonde kinda
Happy with it?: dont care, whatever its just hair color
Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
Piercings?: ear lobes, upper cartaledge... soon to be many more
Tattoos?: none so far, if dad or mom sees im dead, so i gotta wait untill im 18 or hide them for 2 yrs
Obsessions?: laughing- i need to laugh n be around fun people, if im not i wanna hang myself haha
obsessed w/ my body, shopping, moving out
Do you speak another language? nope, i passed spanish by like 4 points last yr. i've had enough
Fav Quote: "its all happening" & "we arnt groupies, we are band-aid's" - Almost Famous, best movie ever
*Let's get a little deeper*
Do you live in the moment?: meh, somewhat depends who im with
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: from time to time
Do you like your handwriting?: it sucks but i could care less
Do you have any bad habits?: many
What is the compliment you get most from people?: i have nice eyes?
What's your biggest fear?: being alone and unwanted, being touched by daddy long legs, in a dark cold place that i dont know alone, and being murdered
Can you sing? yes, i dont really sing in front of people. 6th grade my fat music teacher said i had a good voice,
everyone hated him and someone said he was insane... meaning they disagreed. so i dont sing seriously infront of people now
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no, what you see is what you get... idont put on a act for people im myself
Are you a loner?: sometimes, but whatever
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i would probably would look at "drizz" and think that shes ok and seems harmless so why not talk to her, maybe shes chill
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes? i dunno wut do u think
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i dont like my weight, my stomach mostly. My boobs could be a little bigger. i hate that i fell in love this past summer kinda didnt let go
What is your greatest strength and weakness? my strength is that i am outgoing and i speak my mind, im open with people (depends on who they are and what its about). my weakness is that i just cant let go of things, and teenage drama.
If you could change one thing about yourself? physically, loose 15-20 pounds. mentally, let me relax and refresh.
There are three wells: love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love backfires, dosnt last forever ive seen it first hand blowup. beauty is deceiving, personality is what matters.... creativity is key, it molds how you are as a person.
How do you vent?: self reflection, talking to neal, screaming, once in a while crying.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i might seem it but no, im a mess at times
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no idea, its all in the past anyways... just gotta deal w/ the cards you were given
Do you think life has been good so far?: ever since i turned 16 its been a rocky trail to go along. hell
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: be yourslef, speak ur mind, know when to be serious when the time comes. theres times to be immature and theres a time to be grown up and handle all the BS.
What do you like the most about your body?: eyes.... boobs could be bigger
Do you think you are good looking?: once in a while... yet im considered "cute" to guys from time to time, nothing else just "cute" but whatever.
Are you confident?: at times
*Do you...*
Smoke?: yes
Read the newspaper?: when i have time
Pray?: no... i just wish, im confirmed and come from a catholic family yet my faith has died almost.
Go to church? when i have to, i dont pray i just sit there and act like im doing something
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yupp why not... unless weirdos
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
walk in the rain?: yes, for some reason i love the rain. i think more when im outside in the rain. its fun even though my mom thinks its idiotic and odd
Talk to people even though you hate them?: if i have to, i dont hate alot of people though
Drive?: yes, soon to get my license... cant wait
Like to drive fast?: depends, im not slow, i stay w/ the flow of traffic. i like to get to my destination alive rather then a mile away crashed into a tree :(
*Have you ever.*
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: many times
Been out of the country?: yes. i want to go to canada soon
Eaten something that made other people sick?: im somewhat of a pickey eater
Burped?: yes, nothings wrong with it... its part of being human
Been unfaithful?: to a boyfriend/girlfriend no. but i have messed up before
Been in love?: yes... i got dumped later on but such is life, must move on
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: no comment
Played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: ?
Been picked on?: not really, somewhat. i could care less if it helps that persons selfesteem by being an ass then they have major issues.
Been on stage?: yes, its ok
Been so drunk that you don't remember what happened the night before? no i always remember
Slept outdoors?: yes...
Thought about suicide?: no... when i think about death it scares me because i wont see everyone that makes me laugh and such
Pulled an all-nighter?: many times, then i crash for a long time haha
If yes, what is your record?: 4 days
Gone one day without food?: 3days, water and icechips cuz i was sick
Talked on the phone all night?: yes, i miss that
Slept with someone of the opposite sex without having sex or fooling around?: yes
Slept all day? yes i just did today haha
Killed someone?: Not that i know of
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: once, dont ask
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: no
Broken the law?: yes, its in my blood
Met a famous person?: not really, KC from the sunshine band... the dude who sings shake you booty... oh god
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: bugs
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/TV.?: yes, i request songs alot
Been in a mosh-pit?: yea, come home and mom sees the marks from the thrashers, she gets a lil ticked but hey its fun
Had a nervous breakdown? no
Considered religious vocation?: no
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes, creeped my out a bit
*Your clothes and fashion*
Shoe brand?: converse, old etnies (before the huge E on the side), black generic leather boots
Brand of clothing?: whatever i like that fits
Cologne/perfume?: VS lovespell <3
What are you normally wearing to school/work?: whatever i have time to get together, usually jeans, boots or sneakers, a hoodie or sweater, band t-shirt or black top
Wear hats?: in the winter if my hair isnt curly... hoodies all yr round though
Judge other people by their clothing?: not really i could care less
Wear make-up?: sometimes, if i have time in the morning or if im going somewhere special
Favorite place to shop?: target/wal*mart, sunrise, hottopic, pacsun, filenes, thrift stores
Favorite article of clothing?: my babyblue n tan plad peacoat
Are you trendy?: not at all, i just wear what i like
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: NO 10 yrs was enough for me thankyou
*What do you believe in?*
Believe in life on other planets?: somewhat
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: no, the classic bunny out of a hat is complete BS yet its fun what your little
God? : no
Satan?: yes
Santa?: no, it was cool when i was little though
Ghosts?: yes... my papa is still around he watches over nanna
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and Yang?: no
Witches?: somewhat, convince me then ill say yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, with that one special person
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: only on a box of lucky charms
Do you wish on stars?: yes, and in a few yrs i hope they will gradually come true
*Love*
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: i knew this was going to get personal
Do you remember your first love?: yes, i always will
Still love him/her?: yes.... less then i did because i know that things wont be like they were ever again
Do you consider love a mistake?: no, its all in the cards
What do you find romantic?: holding hands and going somewhere just to talk, hanging out @ the playground, being kissed on the forhead, being held and feeling safe in his/her arms, walking in the rain together, just one on one deep conversations.... and so on
Turn-on?: that look into my eyes, good conversation, things in common
Turn-off?: nasty hygiene, slowness, burnouts
Do you base your judgement on looks alone: not all the time, personality is key though
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: kinda bad cuz i cant change my feelings, yet they have to move on eventually
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them....
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: ive done it... i do what i feel like, the worst thing he could say is no and then you just move on.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some do. some dont
What is best about the opposite sex?: guys who care about you.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dont know, i dont take notes
What's the last present someone gave you?: a guitar pick
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have one at the moment
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: look, say hi, if they seem interested then talk some more, if not then move on
*The last person*
That haunted you?: dont know
You wanted to kill?: dont know
That you laughed at?: probly kristen or jill
That laughed at you?: again kristen, maybe jill
You went shopping with?: myself, mom stayed in the car... other then that katie sargent, kristen, and alli before we went to roller kingdom
That broke your heart?: djalma hes leaving for brasil soon, or kev but that situations ok now
To disappoint you?: linz
To ask you out?: kev
To make you cry?: Djalma
You kissed?: lindsey
To brighten up your day?: kristen... for some reson we laughed alot in math the other day but i forgot why... i laughed so hard i couldnt breath for a sec
That you thought about?: jamie, i was in worcester i was woundering how the show was lastnight
You saw a movie with?: my mom... we rented the notebook she loved it so did i
You talked to on the phone?: linz about plans for lastnight that i said the hell with cuz it was too much of a fuss
You talked to through IM?: neal, hes awesome... make me smile when things turn sour
You saw?: my parents and cousin rach
You lost?: djalma, nicole, and their mom
You thought was completely insane?: my parents for not listening, my mom for being so senial and forgetfull
You wanted to be?: kate hudson
You trusted?: lindsey i think, yet i will always trust my brother because of our past
You turned down?: so gross i dont want to think about it