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I didn't want to know what she looked like. Those fucking pants were unmistakeable. I'm glad you liked them enough to give them to your fucking GIRLFRIEND. THAT makes me feel REAL good! and I didn't want to fucking know what she looked like. Now I cannot deny that she is real in my own head I cannot let go of that image
of her
walking down the street
waving
that
bag
that bag
and talking to herself
and I can't help but think about it all the time
BECAUSE I'M FUCKING JEALOUS
I'm fucking jealous because I can't get anyone to be romantically interested in ME
and
YOU
CAN
and I feel so degraded
it'snotfairit'snotfairit'snotfair
nononononononononononononononono
>sigh<
cried again last night
of her
walking down the street
waving
that
bag
that bag
and talking to herself
and I can't help but think about it all the time
BECAUSE I'M FUCKING JEALOUS
I'm fucking jealous because I can't get anyone to be romantically interested in ME
and
YOU
CAN
and I feel so degraded
it'snotfairit'snotfairit'snotfair
nononononononononononononononono
>sigh<
cried again last night