(ridding?) that's one of my favorite lines.. "but i can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars" because it's true. it's hard to hide them and people end up seeing things and being to afraid to ask questions. and you should SEE the looks on the faces of the nurses at Health Services who bandage stuff up for me. they're totally freaked out. but i laugh at them like when i can scare them into believing, for a few seconds, that i might be pregnant, but no, i'm just screwed up. it's like they come alive for a moment, as if they cared, then they die, returning to a state of boredom with their work. if your health services people are stupid you should totally mess with them, it's very funny.
but enough about me
i am SO SORRY i didnt get your last phone call. (in either sense of the term, i didn't recognize that as a need to talk, you might need to spell that out for me...) i still want you to call me when you need to. even if it's not terrible, even if you just want to say hi because it might lift your spirits a little. i dont get a lot of phone calls here, but my roommate does and it's really disappointing, esp. because her voicemail doesnt work, so everyone leaves messages for her on MINE. it's like, OH BOY I GOT A MESSAGE... damn, it's just for BETH. all that aside, PLEASE call when you need to talk, even if you have nothing to say. please. i know what youre going through and it sucks and i want you to have all the support you can get.
that's one of my favorite lines..
"but i can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars"
because it's true. it's hard to hide them and people end up seeing things and being to afraid to ask questions.
and you should SEE the looks on the faces of the nurses at Health Services who bandage stuff up for me. they're totally freaked out. but i laugh at them like when i can scare them into believing, for a few seconds, that i might be pregnant, but no, i'm just screwed up. it's like they come alive for a moment, as if they cared, then they die, returning to a state of boredom with their work. if your health services people are stupid you should totally mess with them, it's very funny.
but enough about me
i am SO SORRY i didnt get your last phone call. (in either sense of the term, i didn't recognize that as a need to talk, you might need to spell that out for me...) i still want you to call me when you need to. even if it's not terrible, even if you just want to say hi because it might lift your spirits a little. i dont get a lot of phone calls here, but my roommate does and it's really disappointing, esp. because her voicemail doesnt work, so everyone leaves messages for her on MINE. it's like, OH BOY I GOT A MESSAGE... damn, it's just for BETH.
all that aside, PLEASE call when you need to talk, even if you have nothing to say. please. i know what youre going through and it sucks and i want you to have all the support you can get.
I LOVE-ED YOU!!!
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