Mar 08, 2006 14:09
So I guess u can say that I'm in a mood to open my mouth and talk. Ionno wut i kinda feel like talkin about tho. I'm on spring break from school [Oo by tha way, I go 2 Loyola University so give me a damn cookie] and juss chillin @ my aunts house. I've cried, cleaned, and cooked my way thru tha way week. Ive been listenin 2 three 6 mafia, makin claims to fuck a nigga up and ask who wants 2 start a fuckin riot in this bitch and tell a girl to put my dick in her mouth-- gimme head till im dead. Yeah i'm goin thru some thangs lol.
So yeah im juss in tha trap :-/... I still got girl issues. This time, her name is Gina. She noes how I feel about her... I tell her that whenever I feel like she doesnt noe it-- and i get tha same shit from her. Either personal issues requiring that she needs time or her admiting that she doesnt noe y shes not with me [she said that tha last time i talked- but didnt do shit about it]. I told her again that i wanted 2 be with her more than n e 1 else in tha world... and im still waiting for tha response 2 this. And its not like I can juss walk away from this either. Remember Nallely?? Fuckin 13 months b4 i got off that shit-- crazy. Ionno I'll figure it all out.
It suck when you experience feelings for someone that uve never felt b4, and u can't even act on it bcuz of tha fact she is in her other world.
God help me...