I'm Nothing Without You
That's how I feel since I have no idea where my wallet is. I wish someone wud juss take my life, bcuz I dont have 1 n e more. My license, my bank n credit card, my pics, my id... missing without a trace. Ionno y I feel so low about it, but I juss do bcuz I feel weak without it. I really need something 2 cheer me up, but im not even sure that can happen.
My day kinda sucked. I found out that I 4got 2 turn stuff in that i missed for Physics so im @ a 63% rite now. Ionno how i fell 20% but thats killin me inside. Prom is gettin better by tha day, but there is still drama within tha group.
Kill me... please...
This Weeks Plans. . . NO SCHOOL WED or THURS!!
- Wednesday-- [breakfast 2 talk about prom, then chillin with friends. Call if u wanna join]
- Thursday-- [Helpin my uncle move, gettin tux hopefully]
- Friday-- [School, unless I decide 2 take a ditch day n have a 5 day weekend]
- Saturday-- [Possible chillin with Eloy and Lisa, then partying it up w/ Christine]
I'm @ tha verge where I wanna say fuck everything. I've been stressin a lot over 100 n 1 things and it's taking over my mind. I'm worried about school. I'm trippin ova prom. I'm worried about if Ima get a good dorm 4 college [if i even get one]. I hate living in Chicago. I wonder every single day when my family and I will get out of this hell hole and be back in EG. I feel drama raising up with my family and my cuzins/aunt. Mom has me stressin over graduation... if im havin parties or not, and she keeps buggin me about $$ and how i shud be conservative about things. PSP is gay with Arey and tha others turning that class into something that its not. It's gettin too commercial in my eyes. People are losing focus on what really needs 2 be done. Teachers are being gay with not recording my work that I do [that i have on me with a grade on it] and lowering my grade n sayin dumb shit on my progress report like "has missing assignments." FUCK ALL THAT SHIT! And on top of it all, I don't have my wallet, which I love to death.
Finish me off. Earth has already left me on my last source of life.