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I'm feeling quite bipolar.
Two Graham Colton Band songs describe how I'm feeling right now.
Lyrics changed for appropriate gender. :)
Are you far away in a new life?
Are you wearing the same shirt that you wore when we met the first night?
Are you feeling it in a different time?
Are you telling the same jokes that you told me when we met the first time?
The first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
Everything that you feel that you can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
Am I far away in your thoughts sometimes?
Are you telling your friends that you can't live without her like we met the first time?
Do you lie awake and wonder why?
Is it always the same thing or is this just a new dream that's keeping you up at night?
Thr first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
All the things that you feel that you can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
I've been up and down your street calling your house
I won't wait up till you get home
I just may be better off alone
The first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
All the things that you feel that I can't describe
Why can't it be...
The first night how we slept with the light off
All the stars shine above
And all our clothes are on the floor
All the things that I feel that I can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
&
Tell me would you think less of me if I said I could do without you
Tell me would you jump up and down if I said I couldn't see you again
Maybe it would hurt too much to hear I'm not the one that you wanted
Cause you could never get me again
You could never get me again
Cause you know it never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't really get what the joke is
Can somebody fill me in?
So tell me did you think I could tell you might do just as well without me?
Tell me did you think I wouldn't mind when I knew you were lying again
So what you gonna do with yourself move on to someone else you can play with?
Cause you could never get me again
Yeah you could never get me again
Cause you know it never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't really get what the joke is
Can somebody fill me in?
So what you gonna do with yourself move on to someone else... yeah I doubt it
You can have your next in line cause I'm gonna be alright in the end
Cause you know it, It never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't wanna get what the joke is
I don't wanna see it
Cause you know it, It never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't wanna get what the joke is
I don't wanna get what the joke is
Alright.
Exactly how I feel. Crazy how it's like all the sad songs were written for me.
And of course all the other sad people out there.
There hasn't been a night where I havne't cried myself to sleep.
How depressing is that?
Today wasn't too bad.
Even though while I was getting ready to go out I kept bursting into random tears.
I got dumplings for lunch. And I got them right away.
Rehearsal was cut short. We got let out half an hour early.
Esther shared some very wise words with me. Thank you for that.
Found a pet shop in TienMou. Thanks Mish.
Didn't have to make that trip all the way to ShiLin by myself.
Went shopping tonight. Got two pairs of new jeans. Yay.
My mom is being extra nice lately. Just because I'm heartbroken.
And also because it's almost CNY.
I want to go clubbing and dance with other boys. :)
Maybe then I'll be able to take my mind off of him.
Two Graham Colton Band songs describe how I'm feeling right now.
Lyrics changed for appropriate gender. :)
Are you far away in a new life?
Are you wearing the same shirt that you wore when we met the first night?
Are you feeling it in a different time?
Are you telling the same jokes that you told me when we met the first time?
The first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
Everything that you feel that you can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
Am I far away in your thoughts sometimes?
Are you telling your friends that you can't live without her like we met the first time?
Do you lie awake and wonder why?
Is it always the same thing or is this just a new dream that's keeping you up at night?
Thr first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
All the things that you feel that you can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
I've been up and down your street calling your house
I won't wait up till you get home
I just may be better off alone
The first time how we slept with the light on
And the sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
All the things that you feel that I can't describe
Why can't it be...
The first night how we slept with the light off
All the stars shine above
And all our clothes are on the floor
All the things that I feel that I can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week?
&
Tell me would you think less of me if I said I could do without you
Tell me would you jump up and down if I said I couldn't see you again
Maybe it would hurt too much to hear I'm not the one that you wanted
Cause you could never get me again
You could never get me again
Cause you know it never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't really get what the joke is
Can somebody fill me in?
So tell me did you think I could tell you might do just as well without me?
Tell me did you think I wouldn't mind when I knew you were lying again
So what you gonna do with yourself move on to someone else you can play with?
Cause you could never get me again
Yeah you could never get me again
Cause you know it never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't really get what the joke is
Can somebody fill me in?
So what you gonna do with yourself move on to someone else... yeah I doubt it
You can have your next in line cause I'm gonna be alright in the end
Cause you know it, It never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't wanna get what the joke is
I don't wanna see it
Cause you know it, It never seems to work right since you broke it
I don't wanna get what the joke is
I don't wanna get what the joke is
Alright.
Exactly how I feel. Crazy how it's like all the sad songs were written for me.
And of course all the other sad people out there.
There hasn't been a night where I havne't cried myself to sleep.
How depressing is that?
Today wasn't too bad.
Even though while I was getting ready to go out I kept bursting into random tears.
I got dumplings for lunch. And I got them right away.
Rehearsal was cut short. We got let out half an hour early.
Esther shared some very wise words with me. Thank you for that.
Found a pet shop in TienMou. Thanks Mish.
Didn't have to make that trip all the way to ShiLin by myself.
Went shopping tonight. Got two pairs of new jeans. Yay.
My mom is being extra nice lately. Just because I'm heartbroken.
And also because it's almost CNY.
I want to go clubbing and dance with other boys. :)
Maybe then I'll be able to take my mind off of him.