Sorry, Another Depressing Entry
It feels like every sad song ever written was written for me right now.
On top of everything else, I have my period and really bad cramps. :(
I feel really dumb right now. And pathetic.
I don't think I'll try doing that again.
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night and I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they could never come true
I press rewind
I remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
That's the way it's gotta be
until I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say the time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
Thats the way its gotta be until I get over you
WARNING:
Stay away from me at school tomorrow.
I'm not pretty after crying for 4 nights.
But then again, I wasn't pretty to start with anyway.
Damnit. Being sad and pathetic really sucks.
I know I know I know. Give it time.
I can't. Every minute is like a freaking hour.
FJAIEPAJIFEOPADSAFDLSKAFJLPAJEOA. Gah.
I feel worse than I felt on Thursday.
On top of everything else, I have my period and really bad cramps. :(
I feel really dumb right now. And pathetic.
I don't think I'll try doing that again.
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night and I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they could never come true
I press rewind
I remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
That's the way it's gotta be
until I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say the time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
Thats the way its gotta be until I get over you
WARNING:
Stay away from me at school tomorrow.
I'm not pretty after crying for 4 nights.
But then again, I wasn't pretty to start with anyway.
Damnit. Being sad and pathetic really sucks.
I know I know I know. Give it time.
I can't. Every minute is like a freaking hour.
FJAIEPAJIFEOPADSAFDLSKAFJLPAJEOA. Gah.
I feel worse than I felt on Thursday.