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157 DAYS UNTIL GRADUATION
Holy shizzle. I'm so scared I'm peeing in my pants.
Okay never mind. I'm not peeing in my pants.
But I'm scared. I am. Really. Truly. Scared.
The thought of having to start over without anyone.
The thought of scary people who might beat me up.
I worry about silly things, okay? Leave me alone.
I don't know. There a bunch of things that I fear.
I'm not one of those people who looks forward to grad.
And then who's all happy to go to college.
And says that she's ready for it.
I know what's going to happen.
If I say that, I'll take it back.
And end up saying. "Shit. I miss Taiwan."
Or. "Shit. I miss my mom."
Or. "Shit. I miss having friends."
I have a feeling that I'll be a loser in college with no friends.
But maybe it won't be like that.
Maybe it won't be like that at all.
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I snuck out last night to play on swings.
Holy shizzle. I'm so scared I'm peeing in my pants.
Okay never mind. I'm not peeing in my pants.
But I'm scared. I am. Really. Truly. Scared.
The thought of having to start over without anyone.
The thought of scary people who might beat me up.
I worry about silly things, okay? Leave me alone.
I don't know. There a bunch of things that I fear.
I'm not one of those people who looks forward to grad.
And then who's all happy to go to college.
And says that she's ready for it.
I know what's going to happen.
If I say that, I'll take it back.
And end up saying. "Shit. I miss Taiwan."
Or. "Shit. I miss my mom."
Or. "Shit. I miss having friends."
I have a feeling that I'll be a loser in college with no friends.
But maybe it won't be like that.
Maybe it won't be like that at all.
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I snuck out last night to play on swings.