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I have a college. :D But why is that you always hear from the safeties first? Oh kaka. Colleges and acceptances work in mysterious ways.
I only made one mistake during today's rehearsal. :D And it was purely accidental. Damn whistle. I could see Gary in the audience laughing at me. It kind of scares me that today was our last FULL REHEARSAL. And that the performances will just... oh kaka. Also, it was the fist time we've gotten out of rehearsal when it was still bright outside in a while. I'm going to be so lost without drama after CC.
Oh no, here comes that sun again.
That means another day without you, my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.
And it's so hard to do, and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes, you just have to walk away.
Oh dear. You piss me off. You piss me off too. And it's a given. It sucks that you're doing more for her now than you have ever done for me. But whatever. That's life. It, like colleges and acceptances, works in mysterious ways. And damnit, this mystery shit is fucking annoying. AND YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU'RE OLD! Okay, you guys, I'm trying. I'm trying hard to be happy and everything and be my normal self. But sometimes, putting me down, especially at my current state, doesn't help at all. Thank you for understanding.
CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR DRAMA TEES AND SWEATERS.
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Oh yeah. By the way. My father is in the country. He called me during school. I just listened to his message. Says he wants to meet up for dinner. So I call him. Telling him I have rehearsal tomorrow til 5. And that I'm performing on Friday and Saturday. He says "Rehearsal? Okay. So I'll see you tomorrow after 5." And doesn't offer to attend my performance at all. What a great father. I'm feeling quite depressed now. It sucks to have a dad that doesn't care. Man. A lot of things suck right now.
OKAY THINK IASAS DRAMA TEES AND SWEATERS. Feeling a tad bit better now. It's only Wednesday. Crap.
I only made one mistake during today's rehearsal. :D And it was purely accidental. Damn whistle. I could see Gary in the audience laughing at me. It kind of scares me that today was our last FULL REHEARSAL. And that the performances will just... oh kaka. Also, it was the fist time we've gotten out of rehearsal when it was still bright outside in a while. I'm going to be so lost without drama after CC.
Oh no, here comes that sun again.
That means another day without you, my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.
And it's so hard to do, and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes, you just have to walk away.
Oh dear. You piss me off. You piss me off too. And it's a given. It sucks that you're doing more for her now than you have ever done for me. But whatever. That's life. It, like colleges and acceptances, works in mysterious ways. And damnit, this mystery shit is fucking annoying. AND YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU'RE OLD! Okay, you guys, I'm trying. I'm trying hard to be happy and everything and be my normal self. But sometimes, putting me down, especially at my current state, doesn't help at all. Thank you for understanding.
CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR DRAMA TEES AND SWEATERS.
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Oh yeah. By the way. My father is in the country. He called me during school. I just listened to his message. Says he wants to meet up for dinner. So I call him. Telling him I have rehearsal tomorrow til 5. And that I'm performing on Friday and Saturday. He says "Rehearsal? Okay. So I'll see you tomorrow after 5." And doesn't offer to attend my performance at all. What a great father. I'm feeling quite depressed now. It sucks to have a dad that doesn't care. Man. A lot of things suck right now.
OKAY THINK IASAS DRAMA TEES AND SWEATERS. Feeling a tad bit better now. It's only Wednesday. Crap.