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... amber's party.... yupp it was pretty awesome. i had a lot of fun. i think everyone did.
so i noticed tabby was at the party, he told me he knows ashley, who is amber's sister, who just turned nineteen. she's really cute and sweet. tabby is like aaron's bestfriend. aaron is a friend of mine, who i met when i was working at lazerstar.
i went and talked to tabby to see how things we're going and all of a sudden brandon comes up to me and puts his arm around me, which i didn't mind. brandon is amber and ashley's brother. brandon started saying how cute i was and asked me to open a bottle of wine for me. i don't know why he asked me because all i did was take off the wrapper and twist it. he asked me if i wanted a drink of it and since it was peach flavor i said sure. then tabby asked how i was doing and if i was alright. i said, "yeah i'm fine." then brandon says, "yes, you are." and smiles at me.
later that night... i went with laura to the bathroom. she asked me to watch the door. we stopped in the hallway and started talking to jeremy who works at michael's too.. [ that boy can drink! he was beer bongin' it in less than 3 secs! he's the king! lol. ] out of nowhere brandon comes up to me and puts his arm around me again. laura and jeremy leave and now it's just us two in the hallway. we were just looking at each other and smiling. then he asked me if i would give him a kiss on the cheek and i did. then he asked if i could give him a kiss on the lips and i did... which led to us making out. now amber told me to stay away from her brother because i guess he does this to her all the time. whenever amber brings friends over, brandon tries to steal them away.
anyways, brandon asked if i liked anime and i said yeah so we went into his room so he could show me this anime dvd and i saw that he liked smallville too. we both agreed that kristin kreuk is hotter than tom welling. lol. he kept hugging me and holding me and kissing me. it was really nice. i didn't want to leave. i was a little buzzed, since i drank three smirnoffs and probably a quarter of wine and some mai tai. now this was the first time i'd done this. i've never made out with someone at a party. he told me how he when he walked into the house the first person he noticed was me and how i was the most prettiest girl there. he asked me what nationality i was and i told him filipino and so he was like oh, "cutinese?" and so i was like what? haha. it was cheesy, but cute. the whole time he was holding me in his arms he kept looking in my eyes and he'd get this look like he couldn't believe out of everyone at the party, i was with him. and i told him that and he told me to stop because i was embarrassing him. i'll never forget that look. too cute *sigh*
i told him how amber wanted me to stay away from him and he told me he doesn't know why. i think she is just protective of me and doesn't want me to get hurt. with all that said i just wanted to stay there and hug and kiss him all night. i hadn't kissed a boy in so long so it was really nice. the way he kissed me was sweet. he held my head in his hands and tipped my chin. every detail is imprinted in my brain. even if it was just for a night it made me feel wanted and special. i told brandon that i should probably go because everyone was probably looking for me and he said he didn't want me to go and how he wished we could just lock the door and keep me in there with him all night. then amber, jeremy, and laura came into brandon's room and asked me what i was doing. amber was upset because i fell for brandon. she wasn't mad at me but disappointed.
so i noticed tabby was at the party, he told me he knows ashley, who is amber's sister, who just turned nineteen. she's really cute and sweet. tabby is like aaron's bestfriend. aaron is a friend of mine, who i met when i was working at lazerstar.
i went and talked to tabby to see how things we're going and all of a sudden brandon comes up to me and puts his arm around me, which i didn't mind. brandon is amber and ashley's brother. brandon started saying how cute i was and asked me to open a bottle of wine for me. i don't know why he asked me because all i did was take off the wrapper and twist it. he asked me if i wanted a drink of it and since it was peach flavor i said sure. then tabby asked how i was doing and if i was alright. i said, "yeah i'm fine." then brandon says, "yes, you are." and smiles at me.
later that night... i went with laura to the bathroom. she asked me to watch the door. we stopped in the hallway and started talking to jeremy who works at michael's too.. [ that boy can drink! he was beer bongin' it in less than 3 secs! he's the king! lol. ] out of nowhere brandon comes up to me and puts his arm around me again. laura and jeremy leave and now it's just us two in the hallway. we were just looking at each other and smiling. then he asked me if i would give him a kiss on the cheek and i did. then he asked if i could give him a kiss on the lips and i did... which led to us making out. now amber told me to stay away from her brother because i guess he does this to her all the time. whenever amber brings friends over, brandon tries to steal them away.
anyways, brandon asked if i liked anime and i said yeah so we went into his room so he could show me this anime dvd and i saw that he liked smallville too. we both agreed that kristin kreuk is hotter than tom welling. lol. he kept hugging me and holding me and kissing me. it was really nice. i didn't want to leave. i was a little buzzed, since i drank three smirnoffs and probably a quarter of wine and some mai tai. now this was the first time i'd done this. i've never made out with someone at a party. he told me how he when he walked into the house the first person he noticed was me and how i was the most prettiest girl there. he asked me what nationality i was and i told him filipino and so he was like oh, "cutinese?" and so i was like what? haha. it was cheesy, but cute. the whole time he was holding me in his arms he kept looking in my eyes and he'd get this look like he couldn't believe out of everyone at the party, i was with him. and i told him that and he told me to stop because i was embarrassing him. i'll never forget that look. too cute *sigh*
i told him how amber wanted me to stay away from him and he told me he doesn't know why. i think she is just protective of me and doesn't want me to get hurt. with all that said i just wanted to stay there and hug and kiss him all night. i hadn't kissed a boy in so long so it was really nice. the way he kissed me was sweet. he held my head in his hands and tipped my chin. every detail is imprinted in my brain. even if it was just for a night it made me feel wanted and special. i told brandon that i should probably go because everyone was probably looking for me and he said he didn't want me to go and how he wished we could just lock the door and keep me in there with him all night. then amber, jeremy, and laura came into brandon's room and asked me what i was doing. amber was upset because i fell for brandon. she wasn't mad at me but disappointed.