To go or not to go
I had the strangest and most vivid dream last night.. and it made me realize how insecure I am. In that regard, it really depressed me. It was a depressing dream anyway, but that realization made it far worse.
I really should just find someone new because all this pining after "something that might be nothing but I want to find out" business is stressful and rather stupid. I know that I'm being confusing and vague, but god knows who reads this thing. I don't want random people all up in my biz-naz.
Camping next week will be interesting if I go at all. Before last night, I hadn't realized how many couples were potentially going on this trip. It made me a little uneasy. I'm waiting to see how many complete sets of two are going before I decide if I want to go or not because I'd rather avoid awkward turtle moments like being pretty much the only one without someone to cuddle with by the campfire and while in the tents/sleeping.
Another con to going would be that the set return date is the day before I'd be leaving for Montreal with Katie if we end up going when she wants to.
I love camping though..
:/
I really should just find someone new because all this pining after "something that might be nothing but I want to find out" business is stressful and rather stupid. I know that I'm being confusing and vague, but god knows who reads this thing. I don't want random people all up in my biz-naz.
Camping next week will be interesting if I go at all. Before last night, I hadn't realized how many couples were potentially going on this trip. It made me a little uneasy. I'm waiting to see how many complete sets of two are going before I decide if I want to go or not because I'd rather avoid awkward turtle moments like being pretty much the only one without someone to cuddle with by the campfire and while in the tents/sleeping.
Another con to going would be that the set return date is the day before I'd be leaving for Montreal with Katie if we end up going when she wants to.
I love camping though..
:/