Aug 09, 2007 21:46
aaaaaaaaaaargh!
I could be scream like AKAZAWA when he was angry about himself for loosing his coolness X___x
But... It's not the same way...
I DON'T HATE PRACTISE... I really enjoy being with such a wonderful and helpful group but really... at the moment I could most of the people because ..... argh! ... there are too many reasons because of this X___x'
1. the deadline is getting closer to us and nobody than me seems to be interested in it X_x
2. some people are really thinking they have so much time left till our debut, so they have enough time during practise to talk about concerts and bands and some shit I don't want to know...
(sure... it's normal to talk to eachother during practise... other actors do the same... BUT such people know, they HAVE to practise and so they are even MORE SERIOUS than we are!)
3. personal problems are normal especially problems with other members, but if you make a musical or something else ... such things aren't necessary and could be discussed outside from practise X___x'
4. We're practising since January and there are even now people who aren't synchronize with there team members in old choreos ?!
(Damn~ Have you ever been intersted in learning choreographies? O___o I can't understand people, who had so much time for practisesing such unsimple things and haven't done so X___x Really... I'm VERY disappointed about that)
5. People who can't do practising won't excuse thereselfs to persons from who you know, they will be at practise for sure!
(Why? We had discussed such things so many times and it hasn't changed anything!? X___x)
I don't want to write all the details but I really hope the next times of practising will be more intensitive than now.... even if practise today was all right...sometimes... it made me angry, but most of time today was really okay ^^'''
Especially our synchronize practise because it works... it is hard work but it works!
and form me... I really love to do this part of practise because it helps me really much with my own mistakes in choreos and also I feel better when I see, I'm consist with others X3 That's the feeling which will tell you "YOU'RE GOOD AT THIS CHOREOGRAPHY AND YOU DON'T MAKE MANY MISTAKES ANYMORE"
sure, mistakes happends... each time... you can't do anything against this, because it's just normal...
^^'''
I'm sorry to bore you ^^'''
good night!
kiri
practise,
myself