Get Happy!
This weather is incredible. I opened my bottle of Dragon's Blood scented oil for the first time in months and memories from last summer came back and I almost cried I missed it so much. Last summer I dabbed the oil on my pulse points and in the heat it smelled sooo good. I started thinking of parties and get togethers we had at the house out in New Hope. I remembered a few other things but I won't go into that here:( But basically, I can't wait to make new memories this summer and I seriously need to get some more scented oil:)
So, I was told by a friend that my lj has gotten dramatic. Sorry. This is where I purge so I don't leak it out socially. I'm never good with just talking/saying what I feel. I express myself way better through writing. Although my writing has caused a lot of shit, I don't regret it because it was the honest unsugar-coated truth. And to me, if you tell the truth...you should never regret it.
I think the depressing, self-conscious and sad plague is going around.Seems like everyone is getting a bit dramatic. However,I strangely feel more happy and social when I'm with friends. I've spent the entire weekend doing "bad things" that felt really good and I feel as if I just started life over.There are still a few problems that I'm having some difficulty getting over but because I no longer see hope I no longer feel responsible to fix them. And to feel like I don't have to fix mine &/or someone else's problems...feels like breathing for the first time in years.
So, I was told by a friend that my lj has gotten dramatic. Sorry. This is where I purge so I don't leak it out socially. I'm never good with just talking/saying what I feel. I express myself way better through writing. Although my writing has caused a lot of shit, I don't regret it because it was the honest unsugar-coated truth. And to me, if you tell the truth...you should never regret it.
I think the depressing, self-conscious and sad plague is going around.Seems like everyone is getting a bit dramatic. However,I strangely feel more happy and social when I'm with friends. I've spent the entire weekend doing "bad things" that felt really good and I feel as if I just started life over.There are still a few problems that I'm having some difficulty getting over but because I no longer see hope I no longer feel responsible to fix them. And to feel like I don't have to fix mine &/or someone else's problems...feels like breathing for the first time in years.