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[blackmemories]

ever since we parted, i've been missing u so much
everyday i was wishing i could feel your touch
sometimes i think i can feel your arms around me
you'd always said to shout your name and there you'd be
for me
but i never found you
i never have you anymore

did i ever have you before?

ever since you are gone i struggle to carry on
i wear the ring you gave me everyday as if it were my wedding ring
the ring of eternal love
everyday
i pray
to taste your kiss once more
but part of me never wants that
i miss you darling
and i will forever

i'm everything i wished i wasn't, i'm here without you
but do i want you?
calling out your name after another sleepless night thinking you're in the room too
i dream about you and when i do i wake crying
because i always dream you dying
without me
alone, broken, worthless,
everything i amm
and everything you said i am
or did you?

~chorus~

how did i manage this?
to break myself because of you?
evern though you did too
i should have been able to manage
i'm the one who did this
i guess i could say i broke myself apart
and blamed you
as always
but how could i when i thought all i needed was you?
what's the matter darling shall i hold your hand again?
it was always just a game
i know i'm nothing special
but i wish you'd love me anyway
or do you?

~chorus~

23:20 02/06/2004 by Roisean J Metcalfe.