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i feel like such an asshole. I ruin things for myself all the time. I hope i did the right thing. i never intend to hurt people, and i always und up hurting them really badly. I hate myself sometimes. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me. If you are reading this, which i am sure your probably not, im sorry i did this to you. It wasnt fair. I really hope you dont give up on everyone. Just me. I know for the most part people suck, but there are still some good people out there. Im sorry i couldnt be one of them for you. im a jerk.