Oct 06, 2005 09:10
Went to Riches last night. it was so fucking fun. ran into a few people i know... almost friends i guess you could say. Came home to Marcy and her anger. somehow i always seem to fuck things up. im done trying to please everyone.... im going back in my box. its safe there. im 1 month and 9 days clean... its killing me. especially in times like these. I JUST WANT TO BE STONED.... in any sense of the word. even rocks being thrown at me would be better than this. whatever... to the box i go....